They world seems grey and anxious tonight.
It's almost like that deep end of the sea.
And her eyes keep tearing up, swollen in the middle of the night.
She doesn't like dreaming anymore,
All she craves for is closure, a little bit of understanding.
Her suffocated feelings are back in her throat.
She feels guilty for something she never did or thought of.
Like it's all her fault now. How can that be ,when she only wanted the best for all?
They don't ask her the real reasons anymore.
The critiques are still in her mind, haunting every bit of her happy days.
She doesn't know how to solve this problem,
How could she possibly?
Because all she was taught was some bunch of words strung together and termed theory.
She wanted to write it all out, but where other than her own heart?
She seemed so confused yet so torn in between all these chaos.
If only she knew that this wasn't permanent.
Now she looks at those old photographs,
The ones that hold her smiles, she takes it closer to her heart wishing she could be replaying it all.
Some frozen hearts cannot be thawed.
She knew exactly what she wanted,
She wanted to let go, she wanted to run nowhere.
So she left what was her home, she turned back for one last glance,
No, there wasn't a time she hated this place,
But she knew she had to get away.
Now she knew her way, she is up above the clouds.
And all those days when she cried and no one seemed to look into her eyes,
They were letting go of her mind,
So now she knows her heart and she has fallen in love with herself again,
With her life.
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